You Can't Go Back Now

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Lately I've been tired. Exhausted to be more exact.

My days are busy and my life seems so out of control at times.

I wonder, how did I end up here?

A house full of kids, a sink full of dishes, a calendar full of events, work responsibilities, church callings, the list never ends.

I find myself day dreaming of sunny days and white sandy beaches.

I often think of how easy life was before I joined the ranks of motherhood.

How Eric and I used to have things to talk about, other than the logistics of getting to a soccer game, or what time is practice?

It seems that these days we are in the trenches of parenting. We are busy. We are tired. We are parents.

The words of this song ring true. It doesn't matter......You Can't Go Back Now......

And despite the exhaustion.

I don't want to. I really don't.

I love being a mom.

So for that reason, I will walk on.

But, if for some reason, I come up missing.

Don't check the beach ;)

So Long 2009!!

2009 has been good to us. We are all healthy and happy and have enjoyed a year of fun together. Every year to celebrate the New Year, we spend time in West Yellowstone with my Aunt Becky and Uncle James. It was cold as usual and Tay was sporting an extra warm hat to keep his ears warm. This picture cracks me up. He looks like he is sporting an 80's mullet gone wrong!
It's not a trip to the cabin without some snowmobiling and sledding. The kids had lots of fun playing together in the snow.
And of course......the real reason we make the drive to Yellowstone in snowy weather:) Thanks Becky and James for spoiling us rotten with these enormous crab legs. YUMMY! So long 2009...hello 2010.

Santa Found Us!!

Tay had a rough Christmas. We were debating whether or not to take him to the ER on Christmas Eve because he had been to the doctor the day before and his test results showed a severe iron deficiency. He was pretty weak and lethargic and notice how pale he was. We were worried sick and some of the doctors felt he might need a blood transfusion. We took the advice of our pediatrician and decided to wait it out and try to get him to eat more, while giving him some iron drops. He seemed to enjoy Christmas despite not feeling well and loved his new toys.

Cade had a great Christmas. The highlights for him include: Wii and PlayStation 2 games, motorized scooter and a football jersey.

Ellie was happy with her skateboard, Nintendo DS games, art supplies and a motorized scooter.

Josie was so happy on Christmas morning to find a princess vanity. She was all about princesses, make up, barbies, and Dora. She was so fun to watch open her presents. She truly believes in the magic of Christmas.

During this Christmas season we are all so happy for our health and the time we get to spend together. I hope all our friends and family have a great holiday season and get the chance to hug the ones they love!!

Daddy's Pride and Joy

This is the little girl that every Dad dreams of. Not the kind of girl that likes to apply make-up or primp in front of the mirror.

No-Sir-ee. This little girl is all sports with a little sass. She plays hard and loves to win. She would much rather play ball than play princesses. Makes her Dad soooo proud. Makes her Mom miss the little girl who wore matching bows in her hair.....sigh.

Disney on Ice....Princess Style!!

Josie is such a little princess, and I admit, I love every minute of it. When I heard Disney Princesses on Ice was coming to town, I knew we needed to go. Josie was so excited and talked about what she should wear for days. She picked out the perfect outfit and applied just the right amount of glitter:)
The set was gorgeous and Josie was transported to a magical world where prince charming and white horses reside. I don't think she ever took her eyes off the ice.
It was so nice to spend some time alone with Josie. A mommy daughter date complete with a McDonald's happy meal. Just look at that face. It was worth every dime!! Thanks for the fun night Jos, and just for the record....my favorite princess is you!

We are Blessed!

Thanks to the Zinger's for hosting Thanksgiving this year. We had a fun time hanging out with the family in the great city of Idaho Falls.

The kids had a sleepover and had so much fun making a mess at Aunt Erin's new house.
Cache and Erin were great hosts. Eric is still talking about the yummy turkey. Thanks so much guys. We feel so blessed to have family like you!!

Lil' Punkin

Oh my little Tay man.... you are so stinkin cute! I can't get enough of your cute little curls. You had a great time watching all the kids play at the pumpkin patch. No matter how big you get....you will always be my Lil' Punkin!!!